I did my best to calm myself. Meditated. Prayed. Tried to problem solve good use of my time. Wrote down the issues that I thought were going to be problematic as the week quickly progressed. And things got better.
I got another work team to take the last minute assignment off my hands. Then I stayed at work til almost 9pm to get some motion to the work that had started to stagnate. As I walked home last night in the newly chilly fall air, the only feeling I had was one of deep relief. I had made it. It is going to get better. I am going to get through it all. Thank God, in the absolutely literal sense. The prayer helped focus me. The gift of other team members who were willing to take some time off my hands for the time being.
The next 20 days are still going to be among the most strenuous of my academic career, but I'm going to make it. That's relieving to remember.
"Cosy in the Rocket" Psapp,
Grey's Anatomy Soundtrack
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Life is hard sometimes. Let me know if you need help with anything.
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